Man , I give it to you , you are persistent ! I guess you are like all the kids- they want some toy very badly and once they got it , they loooooose interest and ended up abandoned in the corner. I don't wanna end up like this, but what the hell !
To answer you question , yes, I am a courser! I have been all my life one and till my last breath I'll stay as such. The moment I find out there is nothing I can learn from this life is the moment I am done! I feel flattered been called courser cos I am not mr perfect and always admit when I can't do it, but at the same time I ask my self what will it take to learn it? Staying openminded is the key, not to paint everyone and everything with the same brush! You are missing the essence of life!